Well.
That certainly gives me a whole new meaning to the word "sex".
I didn't know that Willow even knew what those body parts were or all those...words. But, that's the reason I love her so much. She never stops surprising me.
I look over at her and smile as she tightens her arm around mine. We decided to take a walk while we waited for our girls to get back from patrol, and after the whole "sex talk" that Willow gave me, I thought I could use a little time to let it all sink in.
This is not just something a girl rushes into. Your virginity is the one thing that once you lose it, its gone forever and there ain't no coming back. I have to really think about this. I mean, am I really ready to give that part of myself away? It's the most intimate part of myself and I have to be absolutely sure that I'm ready to give that up before I decide one way or the other.
I've always told myself, no regrets. For as long as I live, I never want to have a single one. That's the main reason why I gave it a chance with Faith in the first place. I mean, I'm not stupid. I knew what people would say and the dirty looks we would get just walking down the street. But, in those moments when I'm just lying there and Faith is holding me, and I can hear her heart beating in her chest almost in sync with mine, I know that it's all worth it.
I know that if it wasn't for her, I wouldn't really be living at all.
That's why I want to be so sure about this. I don't want to just jump into it and then regret it later. It wouldn't be fair to me or to her. This has to be something that I'm absolutely and positively ready for. I'm so lucky to have a girlfriend...no, fiancé...that understands that.
I can hardly believe it. Faith is my fiancé. As in, the woman I am going to spend the rest of my life with. As in the woman who will be my wi...husband? Whatever. The woman who I am going to love for the rest of my life.
And I couldn't be happier.
I let out a dreamy sigh and lean my head against Will's shoulder.
She chuckles in her throat and lets out a sigh of her own.
"Happy?"
I nod my head.
"More than I deserve."
"No such thing."
I feel her arms wrap around my waist and she places a kiss on my neck just below my ear. I close my eyes and sigh.
"Hey baby."
I turn my head to the side and look up into her deep, dark eyes. Even after all this time together, I still got lost in their depths.
She has a soft smile on her face as she stares down into my eyes. Willow must feel uncomfortable in our "moment" because she silently pulls away from me. I fall into Faith's arms and we share a smile. She leans down to kiss me and it takes my breath away.
I'm still amazed at what her simple touch does to me. All that strength, and yet her touch is as soft and gentle as silk. I love this woman.
"I love you, Faith."
She looks down at me and I can almost swear I see a tear in her eye. She leans in and presses her forehead to mine.
"I love you, Buffy."
I love when she calls me by my whole name.
"Say it again."
She pulls back and smiles.
"I love you."
I shake my head and lift my hand to entwine my fingers in her hair.
"Not that. My name."
She leans back in and brings our lips to within a breath.
"Buffy."
She whispers it against my lips and then leans in to kiss me again.
I'm lost in the feel of her lips against mine, her hand on my hip, and her tongue stroking mine gently. It should be a crime to be so good at this.
I moan into her mouth and tighten my fingers in her hair, pulling her closer to me. She lets out a moan of her own and slides her hand from my hip underneath the hem of my shirt. I suck in a deep breath when I feel the light touch of her fingertips against my skin.
She must take it as an invitation to go further because I feel her hand start to travel northward. I know it must seem that I'm nothing more than a tease, but I'm not. I just want to do this right. Is that so bad?
I reach down and place my hand over hers. She lets out a deep breath and pulls away from the kiss. She removes her hand from under my shirt and sighs as she stares down at her boots.
"I'm sorry. I'm shouldn't have...done that."
I let out a sigh of my own as I put my hand under her chin and pull her eyes up to meet mine.
"Faith? Stop saying that."
A sudden look of confusion washes over her face and I smile.
"Stop apologizing. It's starting to get old."
She takes a step back and shakes her head in confusion.
"But...I thought..."
I take a step closer to her and drop my eyes down to her belt. I reach out with a finger and lightly trace the golden 'F' in the middle of her buckle. I hear her take in a sharp breath and I look up at her through my lashes.
"You think too much."
I say in my deepest, sexiest voice.
I can't help but laugh at the look on her face. Her eyes are wide and she's kinda pale. She looks like she's having a little trouble breathing too.
I shake my head with a smile and drop my hand from her belt buckle to grab her hand. I entwine our fingers and lightly trace my thumb over the back of her knuckles.
"Let's go home. We need to talk."
I turn to lead her home and she follows right behind me.
Sometimes, I think she'd follow me to the end of the earth if I asked her.
And I wouldn't have her any other way.
Willow's POV
There they go again.
Sometimes it makes me sick how in love they are, and they sure don't care who knows it either.
I let out a sigh.
I shouldn't say that. I mean, Buffy is my best friend and I'm really happy that she has someone that loves her as much as Faith does. They deserve each other and all the happiness that they have together.
I know it's just my bitterness talking right now, and I know that's not fair either. I know I shouldn't resent Buffy because she has something that I want.
I just really want it.
I know that I sound like I'm jealous, and to be honest, I am. I probably shouldn't have told Buffy that though. It's not fair for me to take away from her happiness by making her feel guilty for having it. I know she cares about me and my feelings and I know Buffy is the kind of person that will put others before herself. That's one of the reasons everyone loves her so much. You can't help it.
To know her is to love her.
That's why I can't blame Faith for wanting to spend the rest of her life with her, and they deserve it. They really do.
I've never seen Buffy so happy.
"I wish I knew what that felt like."
I feel two arms encircle my waist from behind and then her presence invades my body and takes over my senses.
"Like what felt like?"
I turn my head to the side and she smiles at me before leaning in to kiss me gently.
She pulls away and I let out a content sigh before slowly opening my eyes. She's looking back at me with a strange expression. She's never looked at me like this before and I'm kinda worried.
"Kenn, sweetie? What is it?"
I turn in her embrace and wrap my arms lightly around her neck. I stroke the back of her neck gently with my fingertips and she lets out a sigh. She averts her eyes for a moment before taking a deep breath and looking back into my eyes.
"Will? I...ah..."
She swallows hard and I tighten my arms around her neck.
"Its okay, baby. You can tell me. Whatever it is."
I lean in and give her a gentle kiss. I pull away and she still has a worried expression on her face. I lean my forehead against hers and gently stroke her cheek.
"Kenn...please. Just tell me."
She lets out a deep breath and pushes me away gently.
I watch her intently as she reaches into her coat pocket and pulls out a...
Ring box?
A ring box?!
My eyes widen and I think I'm about to hyperventilate.
Kennedy smiles up at me.
"Just breathe baby."
I nod my head and wave my hand in front of my face. I take a few deep breaths as I watch her slowly drop to one knee.
Oh Goddess. Oh Goddess!
She takes in another deep breath and looks up at me smiling. She reaches up with her left hand and I eagerly place mine in hers. She lets out a low chuckle and shakes her head.
"Okay. I've run over this a hundred times in my head, and at some point, I knew exactly what I wanted to say."
She swallows hard.
"But now that I'm actually here and have to do it, for some reason, I can't remember a single word. So, I'm just gonna say the first thing that I feel."
She pulls the lid to the box open and squeezes my hand gently.
"Willow, I love you more than anything and I can't even begin to imagine my life without you in it. I know that we are both young and that this is a very big step, but...I know that I will do everything in my power to make sure you never want or need for anything for the rest of your life. I'll love you until the day they write my name in stone."
Now, I'm crying.
"Willow...will you marry me?"
Oh Goddess...It seems my mind can't form even one coherent thought and put it into words, so I just nod my head and smile.
"Ye...yes."
There, I did it.
Kennedy shakes her head and lets out a deep breath. She pulls the ring from the box and slowly slips it onto my finger.
I look down at it in amazement as the diamond sparkles in my eyes.
"It's beautiful baby."
Kennedy raises to her feet and takes me into her arms. She hugs me tightly and whispers into my ear.
"I love you Willow."
I squeeze her tightly as I stare at my ring over her shoulder.
"I love you too. Forever."
I close my eyes and live in the moment.
Buffy was right.
And I can't wait to tell her.
Faith's POV
We're almost there.
I let out a content sigh as I look over at Buffy.
She just continues to stare straight ahead. She lets out a little sigh of her own and she leans her head on my arm.
I smile softly as I turn my eyes back ahead as we continue to walk in silence. I flex the muscle in my arm and I feel Buffy give my hand a gentle squeeze.
It's the moments like this that make life worth living and love worth loving. And I do. I love and live for Buffy.
Ah, damn. There goes that sappy shit again. I swear, this girl has turned me into the biggest pussy this side of the equator.
Ugh. I must really love torturing myself.
"Faith?"
"Yeah, baby?"
I let out a sigh and shake the last thought out of my head.
Buffy suddenly comes to a stop at the edge of my driveway, so I stop too. She has this look on her face like she is thinking about something real hard. I dip my head a little and smile.
"Hello? Earth to gorgeous blonde?"
She shakes her head and looks up at me with a big smile.
"Sorry, baby. Just thinkin'."
I interlace our fingers and tilt my head to the side a little. I give her my best 'interested' look.
"Bout what?"
She looks off in the distance for a second longer before shaking her head again. She closes the gap between us and lays her head against my chest. She takes in a deep breath and then lets it out slowly.
Okay. She's really starting to freak me out here.
I lift my hand and gently run it through her golden strands.
"Baby, you can tell me. What's on that beautiful mind of yours?"
Buffy pulls away from me and looks up into my eyes. She has a soft smile on her face and I can almost swear I see the beginning of tears in her perfect hazel eyes.
"I love you so much Faith. You make me feel so...you make me feel like a Goddess."
She just now figuring that out?
But she is...and she's my Goddess.
I pull B tightly into my body and look down at her. I give her a little grin as I wrap my arms around her waist.
"You are my Goddess, baby. You just now figuring that out?"
She smiles and shakes her head before leaning up and planting a soft kiss on my lips. When she pulls away, it takes me a second to regain the breath that she takes away every time she kisses me like that. I swear, one day I'm gonna forget how to breath again, and I'll die the happiest girl alive.
She leans her head against my chest again and I close my eyes with a sigh.
We just stand there for a moment, loving the feel of each other.
Then I feel Buffy pull away from me and take me by the hand. She doesn't say another word as she slowly and quietly leads me into the house and closes the door behind us, locking the dead bolt.
I stand behind her and watch as she takes off her jacket and places it on the hook. She turns to me and reaches for the lapels of my leather jacket. She doesn't say a word as she quietly slips it from my shoulders and places it on the hook next to hers.
She turns back to face me and smiles innocently. She leans up and gives me another quick kiss before letting out a deep sigh. She takes me by the hand once again and starts to pull me towards the stairs.
"Come with me."
I feel this pull inside of me and before I know it, I'm following her up the stairs. She runs her thumb against the inside of my palm as we walk up the stairs slowly and it sends a thousand sensations throughout my whole body. I really love this Buffy.
We get to my bedroom door and Buffy reaches for the knob. She turns it slowly and pulls me into the room behind her. She stands there for a minute facing the door with her back to me. Just as I am about to ask her what's wrong, I hear the lock click into place.
My pulse quickens and my throat is suddenly dry.
Buffy slowly turns to face me and leans her back against the door. She rakes her eyes over my body and I feel the flame in my groin start to spark. Just like it always does when she looks at me like this, but for some reason, this spark is stronger and a lot more...intense.
She pushes herself off the door and slowly starts to walk towards me. I'm frozen. Every nerve cell in my body is on fire, and yet I'm frozen in place. Her eyes bore into my as she approaches me seductively. She looks so fuckin' hot. I almost want to pinch myself just to make sure this isn't another one of my many a varied Buffy sex fantasies, but I'm afraid that if I do, it will be, and I don't want it to be.
I really don't want it to be.
Buffy comes to a stop directly in front of me. She looks at me and I can hear her as she swallows hard. Her actions soon turn from seductive to nervous and I watch as she lifts a shaky hand and places it on mine. She sucks in a deep breath as she slowly starts to pull our hands higher. She lets it out slowly as our hands get closer to our chests.
I suck in a deep breath of my own when she gently brings our hands to rest on her left breast. I can feel the heat of her skin through her top and how hard her nipple has become against the inside of my palm.
It feels so good. I don't ever want this moment to end, but as I look down into her eyes, I can see how nervous and how terrified she is. That's one look I never want to see from her again. So, I slip my hand from under hers and let out a deep breath. I walk over to the bed and fall down onto it with a deep sigh.
I run my fingers through my hair and bring my eyes up to meet hers.
I can see the tears silently falling down her cheeks.
Fuck. She thinks I'm rejecting her?
Shit. Way to go Faith. You fuckin' asshole.
I immediately push myself off the bed and rush over to her. I pull her into my arms and gently stroke her back as she cries softly into my shoulder.
"Baby, please don't cry."
She lets out a little sob.
"But Faith...I thought this is what you wanted. I thought I was what you wanted."
Fuck.
"You are what I want baby. You know that. There is no one else in this universe that I want besides you, and I do want...this. But not like this. Not when you are so...not if you feel like you have to, instead of you want to."
See? I'm learnin'.
Buffy pulls her head up from my chest and looks up at me through tear-filled eyes. The most perfect tear-filled eyes I've ever seen.
"You...you really mean that Faith?"
I run my thumb over her cheek to wipe away her tears. I smile down at her softly.
"Of course I do baby. There is nothing I want more than to make love to you...but not if its something you feel you have to do with me. When we finally do make love, I want it to be because you want me and need me to know how much you love me, cause that's when I want to make love to you B. I want to express my love for you physically. I want to give myself to you and I want you to know that for the rest of my life, you are the only one I'll ever love. That's when I want this baby, and not a second sooner."
I'm gettin' really good at this sappy shit. I may just be able to pull this whole love thing off after all. With a teacher like Buffy, I know I can.
Buffy starts to cry again, but this time, they are tears of joy. She buries her face in my chest and my heart swells.
"Gwah...Fath...I wove woo so muchh."
I let out a little laugh.
"I wove you too B."
She pulls her head up from my chest and smiles. I let out a deep sigh and take her by the hand. I gently pull her over to the bed and I push her back onto it softly.
Her head falls back against the pillows and her eyes start to close sleepily. I smile and reach down to pull off her shoes. She lets out a content little sigh and I pull off my own shoes before crawling into bed behind her. I reach down and pull the covers up over us and then place my arm around her waist protectively.
She interlaces our fingers and pulls my hand tightly against her. I give her a gentle kiss on her ear and then I lay my head down beside hers.
I swear as long as I live, this is the only way I ever want to fall asleep.
With my Angel in my arms.
Buffy's POV
I can feel the sun beating down on my skin.
I smile to myself and stretch my arms above my head. I let out a low moan and open my eyes to take in my surroundings.
Faith's room. My baby's room.
I swear I could wake up to this for the rest of my life.
The sun catches the diamond on my hand and it sparkles in my eyes, and I am suddenly reminded that I will. For the rest of my life, I will wake up in her bed with her by my si...
I suddenly realize that Faith isn't by my side or even in the same room for that matter.
I sit up in bed and look around groggily. The clothes that Faith was wearing yesterday are lying on the floor and I can still smell the fragrance of shampoo and soap. She must have already gotten up and taken a shower. Was I really out that long?
I look over at the clock and see that it's already 10 AM. Even on a Saturday morning, that's late for me.
I start to push the sheet back off my legs when I hear the door slowly creep open. The smell of bacon, eggs, toast and apple juice suddenly overwhelms my senses and my tummy growls.
"Whoa. Sounds like someone might be a little hungry."
I watch in awe as Faith steps into the room balancing a breakfast tray in each hand. She looks over and meets my eyes with a warm smile.
My heart swells.
I smile at her as I push myself back against the headboard so she can place the tray over my lap. She smiles at me and leans in for a kiss. I can smell the shampoo in her still damp hair and the cologne that she wears as she leans over me to claim her kiss.
I inhale her scent deeply before she pulls away and walks around to take her place next to me in the bed. I watch her every movement.
She's wearing the leather pants that I gave her for Christmas last year and the white button up shirt that she got when we went to Beverly Hills.
That thing cost me 400 bucks, but it's worth every penny to see it against her skin, bringing out the dark hue of her eyes.
My baby is so beautiful.
"Baby, you are so beautiful," I say as she sits next to me.
She looks over and gives me a bemused glance as she pulls the tray onto her lap. She pulls her Docs up onto the bed and crosses her ankles. She leans her head back against the headboard and shoves a whole piece of toast in her mouth. She looks over at me and grins.
"Ugh, Faith. That's disgusting," I laugh.
I give her a little shove on her shoulder as I giggle to myself. Leave it to Faith to weasel her way out of a compliment with gross behavior. For some reason, she can't seem to take them.
I'll have to fix that, but for now, I want to enjoy breakfast in bed with my fiancée.
"That was really good baby."
I say to her as I push the tray from my lap.
Faith smiles over at me and gulps down the last of her juice before reaching over and taking the tray from beside me. She places it on the table beside the bed and turns back to face me.
She reaches out and takes my hand. She looks down at our hands as she runs her thumb over the back of my wrist and the top of my hand.
"Buffy I..."
She trails off and lets out a deep breath. I smile and place my hand on her thigh. I see her flinch and I can't help but enjoy it. Just a little.
She lets out another deep breath and then she pulls her eyes up to mine.
"Buffy, I wanna take you out today. I want it to be a day for just you and me. No interruptions from life long friends, no marriage proposals, no talks in a grave yard...nothing. Just you and me, together. Whadda ya say?"
Well, what can I say?
I smile and nod my head.
"Yes."
I see her get that familiar glint in her eye. The one where she's planning something really big, but doesn't want me to know. Then I see a huge grin spread across her face.
"Perfect."
She jumps up off the bed and walks over to her closet. She rummages around on the top shelf for a moment and then I watch her as she makes her way back over to me. She places a pile of clothes in my lap and pulls a new pair of shoes from under the bed. I look down at the clothes and then look back up at her with a raised eyebrow.
She grins.
"Consider it an early Christmas present."
She leans in and gives me one of her heart stopping kisses that only lasts for like a second, but is enough to make my toes tingle and my hair stand on end.
When she pulls away she nods her head towards the bathroom.
"Go get a shower and meet me downstairs in half an hour. I promise you baby, today will be a day that you'll never forget."
I can't believe how much I love her. She's left me speechless and all I can do is nod and pull myself off the bed.
I can feel her eyes on my ass as I make my way to the shower in her room and I do nothing to hinder her view. It makes me feel really good to know that she wants me so much. Makes me feel...beautiful.
I close the door to the bathroom with a light click and fall back against it with a sigh.
I wait until I hear her soft footsteps retreating and then her bedroom door closes softly behind her. I look down at the clothes in my hand and I can tell that whatever Faith has planned for today, it's gonna be big and she wants me to look my best.
It's a blue silk button up shirt that is slightly see through, a pair of black tailored jeans, and black lace lingerie. There is also a belt with the letter "B" emblazoned in silver on the buckle. To top it off, I have the black heeled boots waiting for me beside the bed.
That makes me smile. My baby always wants me to have the best.
I feel my heart pounding deeply in my chest and I can feel my throat begin to get dry. Faith is really starting to make it hard for me to hold out...but...after today...
I'm not so sure I'll want to.
Faith's POV
I don't know how much longer I can wait.
No, I ain't talkin' about the fuc...making love thing either. I'm talking about how much longer I can stay down here, thinking of B up in my shower...naked...her body covered in warm soap...the water dripping down between her breasts...dropping from her nipples...over her belly button...down to her pus...
Oh God!
I probably shouldn't have thought about that. It's not really helping the whole "waiting patiently" thing. I can't even tell you HOW much I want to just walk right up those stairs, burst into my bathroom, rip off all my clothes, throw Buffy against the shower door and make her scream so loud she'll lose her voice for a month...
Damn. Really not helping here.
I need something to occupy my mind...and my hands. I look around the room and I spot the perfect thing.
My Playstation 2. Buffy bought it for me on my birthday last year. My baby knows what I like, and she likes to sit behind me on the floor and run her fingers through my hair as I sit and play it for hours. Its another one of those quiet times we spend together. When there are just no words.
I love it.
I get up off the couch and head over to the entertainment center. I pull the game out of the cabinet and stick in my other birthday present, Madden 2004.
My baby really knows what I like.
I place the game in and turn on the power. I pull the controller out and take my place on the floor in front of the couch.
As I start to play the game, I realize it's not the same with out my baby here. I miss the feel of her soft fingers running through my hair and the way she would laugh softly when I'd curse at the screen.
Damn. I must really have it bad. I can't even play a video game without wishing she were here. I guess its just my luck I'm gonna have her for the rest of my life...and hers.
"Baby?"
The sound of her voice makes me smile. I turn my head and the controller drops from my hands and makes a loud thud against the floor between my legs.
She's beautiful.
She has her hair pulled back with a few strands framing her face. The blue silk shirt fits her every curve and there is a slight view of the black lace underneath. The black tailored jeans hug her hips and dip in the front just right. The black heeled boots give her a slight height advantage and the soft smile on her face makes her look just like an Angel.
My Angel.
"Bu...wha...you ah...loo-look...wow."
I'm speechless. Her beauty has left me without words and the soft, yet seductive smile on her face is making me warm...all over.
I stumble over myself as I try to pull myself to my feet. My hands get tangled under my legs and my legs get tangled in the cord to my controller. I don't think I need to describe what happens next.
Lets just say I have all the grace of a drunken sorority girl trying to find her top at a frat party.
NOT PRETTY.
I stumble over myself and fall flat on my face right in front of Buffy's feet. I look up at her with an embarrassed grin. The blood suddenly rushes from south to north and my whole face turns red.
But Buffy just smiles and shakes her head as she drops to her knees and meets my eyes. She smiles at me and reaches out to touch my cheek. Any feeling of embarrassment that I feel suddenly floods from my body and is replaced by the utter feeling of contentment I get every time she touches me.
Yeah, THAT sappy shit again.
"Baby...you look...you look...wow."
Buffy smiles at me and runs her fingers through my hair.
"Yeah, you said that already."
I give her a goofy grin and push myself to my feet. I let out a deep breath and run my fingers through my hair, willing my senses under control. Buffy slowly rises to her feet and smiles that sultry smile again.
I feel that familiar urge to shove her against the wall and make her scream out my name...but instead, I just smile right back and reach over to grab the black jacket I bought for her off the chair.
I hold it out and raise my eyebrow in question.
"Shall we?"
She smiles at me and places her arms in the jacket. I push it up over her shoulders and I smell the familiar scent of vanilla and honeysuckle. I close my eyes and will myself to gain control once again.
I walk over and grab my keys from beside the door. I extend my arm out to her with a smile. She walks over and places her arm through mine with a gentle smile.
I lead her out the door and into my Mustang Convertible, and yeah, I'm still payin' out of my ass for it.
I put the keys in the ignition and turn my head to look as I back out. I feel Buffy's hand slowly creep onto my thigh and I smile to myself as I place the sunshades over my eyes.
This is gonna be the best fuckin' day of my life.
And I mean that in every sense of the word.
I started the day with a trip to the San Diego Zoo.
It was something really simple and childlike, right up Buffy's alley. Not that she is childlike in any sense of the word, cause "Hello hot as hell with the brains to boot". I just mean it's the simple kind of pleasure that Buffy enjoys so much.
Oh, if she only knew...
I bought Buffy a huge stuffed bear with a huge red heart in it's hands that said 'I LOVE YOU BEARY MUCH'. It made her smile and it earned me a soft kiss. The kind that makes my toes tingle and my heart to beat in my ears.
After our trip to the zoo, I decided to take Buffy on a walk along the shoreline. We had our picture made in one of those cheesy picture booths that cost five dollars for a Polaroid of her in my lap with her head next to mine, soft smiles on our faces and the glint of true love in our eyes.
Damn. I hope I can remember that one. Buffy'll fall all over herself.
After we had our walk and took our picture, which Buffy placed in the bear's arms beside the heart, we went to a secluded part of the beach and I surprised her with a candlelit picnic, which we are currently enjoying.
"What did I ever do to deserve you?"
I look over at Buffy over the rim of my soda can. I raise my eyebrow and nearly choke as the coke slides down my throat.
"Wha...what?"
Buffy smiles at me and reaches out with her hand to wipe away the dribble of coke that landed on my chin.
"You heard me. I said, What did I ever do to have someone that loves me as much as you do?"
I put the coke can down on the blanket and turn to face her completely.
"Are you serious Baby? You're asking what you ever did to deserve me? I think the question should be what did I ever do to deserve you 'cause sometimes I dont think that I do." I drop my head to my lap and start playing with my fingernails. I hear her let out a little sigh and then I feel her hand under my chin, pulling my eyes up to hers.
She smiles at me and nods her head.
"Yes, you do. You do deserve me, cause we deserve each other. Faith, don't you know that there is not another living, breathing person on this planet that I could ever want, need, desire, or even imagine myself with besides you? I couldn't be with anyone else because I can't be with anyone else. It is physically impossible. I can't think of anyone else I'd rather..."
She trails off as she looks deep into my eyes. She runs her eyes over my body and then back to my eyes. She scoots closer to me with that seductive smile set in place. She places her hands on my shoulders and pushes back on them gently. I watch her with rapt attention, gazing deep into her sea of green as she pushes me back and places one leg and then the other over mine.
She eases herself down onto my lap and straddles my thighs with hers. I swallow hard and feel the arousal shoot straight down to my groin. She licks her lips and leans in to kiss me just below my left ear. I close my eyes and let out a groan.
Cause it feels fuckin' amazing.
The feel of her soft lips against my hot skin. Her hands running subtly over my shoulders. The heat from her groin baring down into mine. The feel of her strong thighs holding mine between her legs, and her soft tongue running over the shell of my ear.
I turn my head with a groan and latch my lips onto the base of her neck. She lets out a moan of her own and throws her head back. I take the opportunity to wrap my arms around her waist and pull her into me. I continue to lick and suck at the tender skin on her neck as her moans start to intensify.
God...she makes me so...horny. I know that if we don't stop now...we won't.
I pull away from her and smile to myself at her light whimper. I start to pull myself from under her and she grabs onto my biceps with the force of a grip I didn't know that she possessed.
I stop with my hands behind me and I look into her eyes with a questioning stare. She looks deep into my eyes and smiles at me just like the first time that I told her I love her.
"Faith...don't...don't stop. I don't want you to...stop. I want...I want you to..."
She trials off and lets out a sigh. She looks down and then back into my eyes. She leans in and brings her lips to mine.
"Faith...make love to me."
She whispers into my lips before kissing me deeply yet tenderly.
I feel my whole world collapse into a point, and that point is currently straddling my lap asking me to do the one thing to her that I've always wanted.
She wants me to make love to her, and I don't think there is anything else that I'd rather do in this very moment.
What the fuck am I saying? OF COURSE there isn't anything else I'd rather do. This is the fucking moment I've been waiting for since...forever.
But it suddenly dawns on me that we are on a blanket in the middle of the beach out in the open for anyone to see. Granted it is dark and there aren't any people as far as I can see, but I'm not too sure how B feels about her first time being on a pile of sand with the entire cast of The Little Mermaid looking on.
"Ah, B?"
I barely manage to pull out of the kiss. She slowly opens her eyes and I can see that they are glazed over. They are a much deeper green than I've ever known them to be and her pupils are dilated dramatically.
I swallow hard and suddenly, I know the answer to my own question, but I better check anyway. Just to be sure.
"Baby, are you sure? I mean...are you sure about it...here, and...now?"
Buffy takes in a few deep breaths to regain her composure. She smiles at me softly and runs her fingers through my hair.
"You are so considerate, baby."
Her fingers tighten in my hair and she pulls me to her forcefully. My eyes widen and my heart rate speeds up at her suddenly bold movement.
"But you can be considerate later. Right now..."
She leans in and licks my ear before whispering into it seductively.
"...I want you to make me scream."
Fuck. Fuck...fuck.
I think I just came. Right here in my jeans. On this blanket in the middle of a pile of sand, I just creamed my jeans and I didn't even touch myself...or her.
Yet.
Well, it's like I always say...I never can tell my Baby no...
I slide my hands up her sides and bring them to a rest on the top button of her blouse. I look up into her eyes and she answers my questioning gaze with a light nod and smile.
I take in a deep breath and it suddenly dawns on me that I am about to have everything that I've ever wanted. To love and to be loved in the best way, and there is no one else alive that I'd rather do it with than my baby.
I start to slowly pop open the buttons one by one on her blouse. As I work my way down, the material begins to fall away, exposing more of her soft and perfect skin to my hungry eyes.
I am so enraptured with her luscious skin and what I am doing that it takes me a minute to realize there is a light tugging sensation coming from the waistband of my pants. I somehow manage to tear my eyes away from her skin to look down at my lap.
That's when I see Buffy's hands working to undo my belt. The sight sends a shock of arousal from the top of my head straight down to the ends of my toes.
She gets my belt buckle open and her fingers search for the button on my leathers. I hear the sound of it popping open register in my ears and then I feel the tugging sensation once again as she slowly drags my zipper down. When my pants are completely open and the only thing between my pussy and B's hand is the tip of my shirt and the lace of my underwear, I look up into her eyes and try to convey to her what she is doing to me in this very moment.
She is smiling down at me and I think she knows.
She lifts her hands and places them over my hands that are currently resting on the waistband of her jeans. I had gotten to the last button of her shirt and it is completely open now, exposing her half-naked torso to the cool night air and to my appreciative stare. I can feel the goose bumps on her skin rubbing the back of my fingers and it makes me shiver.
Buffy takes my hands in hers and lifts them up to her lips. She kisses the back of each of my hands and then looks deep into my eyes as she lowers them to her breasts.
At the first touch of her perfect mounds, I lose all sense of reality. I let out a deep moan and squeeze the supple flesh in my hands. That in turn makes B let out a moan of her own.
It turns me on beyond anything I've ever felt before.
I start to massage and pull at her flesh beneath her bra. Buffy lets out a gasp when I pull at her nipples and then she breathes out my name.
"Faith..."
It makes me moan. To hear her say my name like that, and to see her head thrown back in ecstasy...its almost enough to make me come...but not nearly enough to satisfy my need for her.
I lean into her and place my lips on her belly button. I swirl my tongue in her navel as I continue my assault on her breasts.
"Faith..."
She weaves her fingers through my hair and holds onto me with all her strength.
"Faith!"
I finally realize she has been trying to get my attention, so I stop all movement and look up at her, awaiting to meet her every wish and desire.
"I want your mouth on me...now."
Fuckkkk.
I let out a groan and watch through half-lidded eyes as Buffy reaches behind herself and pulls the snaps to her bra open. The black lace falls from her skin and her breasts are completely exposed to my eyes.
They are perfect. Even better than I imagined them to be. They are soft and perfectly round, with smooth skin topped off with the most perfect pink nipples that are currently hardening under my stare. She still has her blue silk shirt on and the contrast of the color against her bare flesh makes her even more beautiful.
But before I can tell her how perfect she looks, I feel her place her hand on the back of my head and the next thing I know her nipple is in my mouth and I can feel it swell into arousal around my tongue.
B lets out a deep moan and so do I.
My instincts kick in and I start to suck on the nipple very softly. I bring my right hand up to cup her breast as I continue to lavish it with my mouth and my tongue. Buffy's fingers tighten in my hair and she pulls me even closer. I feel her flesh around my mouth and against the skin of my face.
It drives me in-fucking-sane.
I want to feel her around me...someplace more...
What the hell am I saying?
I want to feel her pussy around my fingers. I want to feel it convulsing against my skin as she rides me into ecstasy.
What? I've got a lot of tension to release here. What did you expect? Poetry?
Ha. Don't think so. I'll save that for after the greatest night of my life.
But as for now, I'm gonna make Buffy the happiest, most satisfied woman every to grace the realm of ecstasy.
Just in case you're wondering, I heard it on a movie once, and I always wanted to say it.
I pull my mouth away from its place on Buffy's breast and I reach down with my hands to the waistband of her jeans. I start to unbuckle her belt with shaky hands. I swallow back the lump in my throat and look up into Buffy's eyes. She is gazing down at me with such love and trust that it almost feels like my heart will leap out of my chest.
I can't even begin to explain what that look means to me.
I start to pull the buckle up and undo the clasp. I hear Buffy take in a few ragged breaths and then her hands come down to rest on my forearms. I look up in fear that she has changed her mind again, but I only meet her soft smile and waiting gaze.
She's waiting for me. She wants me to do this. After waiting for so long...its finally here. The moment our lives are going to change forever.
I pull her buckle free and work on the button. It pops open with little effort and then I slowly pull down her zipper. When I have it all the way down, I look up at her once again.
Buffy smiles down at me and places her hands behind my head. She starts to lean backwards off my lap and she pulls me down on top of her.
I fall onto her with a light sigh and she lets out one of her own. I gaze down into her eyes and feel my heart get lost in their deep green depths. I lean in and kiss her with all the love and awe I feel inside right now and I hope she knows what this moment means to me.
She laces her fingers through my hair and pulls my body down onto hers. My shirt rises a little and I can feel the soft touch of her belly against mine. We both let out a moan at the contact, but its not enough. For either of us.
Buffy's hands work their way out of my hair and onto the collar of my shirt. She starts to tug at it and I get what she wants.
I reluctantly raise myself off her a little and start to undo the buttons on my shirt. I stare down into her eyes as I struggle to pull them through the holes. Buffy just smiles up at me and starts to run her hands over the exposed flesh of my stomach that is visible where my leathers are sagging off my hips.
She runs the back of her fingers over my stomach before dragging her fingernails back up over my flesh. It sends a gentle wave of arousal through my whole body.
I finally get to the last button and I pull it from the hole. I pull my shirt back off my shoulders and discard it to the side. Buffy takes in a deep breath and I watch as her eyes trail from mine, over my breasts and to the rapidly flexing muscles of my abdomen.
My breathing has increased considerably and I watch as hers does too. She's watching the muscles twitch and expand under my skin. Then she lifts her hands and runs her fingers over each one.
Just the touch of her fingers on my skin takes me to Heaven. My flesh burns where she touches me and I feel as though it will consume me from the inside out.
"Buffy..."
I softly whisper her name before lowering myself back onto her body.
I place my arms on either side of her hand and start to run my fingers through her hair lightly. I smile at her and she smiles back.
"Are you sure about this Baby?"
Buffy runs her hands over the muscles in my back. She lets out another moan when she feels them twitch and bend from her touch.
I take in a ragged breath as I feel her hands slowly traveling lower on my back.
I close my eyes at the sensation and the breath turns into a moan when I feel her slip her hands under the waistband of my leathers. Her fingers dig into the muscles of my ass and she pulls my groin roughly against hers.
I open my eyes and look down into hers. She smiles up at me with a glint in her eye.
"What do you think?"
I smile down at her and lean in for a kiss. She leans up to kiss me, but I pull my head back and latch onto her bottom lip. I pull on it before letting it fall back. Before she can react, I shove my tongue in her mouth and she moans into mine.
I start to grind my hips down into hers. She lets out a strangled moan and then sucks in a deep breath.
I grind down harder into her and she breaks away from the kiss to throw her head back with a loud moan.
"Fuck...Faith..."
Oh yeah. NOW she's feelin' it...but not enough.
"B?"
Buffy struggles to pull her head back up and look into my eyes. When she does, I can see how large her pupils have become and I know that this time...she wants...no...needs...it just as bad as me.
"Baby...I want to feel all of you."
I see a brief flash of panic in her eyes. So I lean down and kiss her gently. I run my tongue over her lips and kiss her jaw. I pull away and look deep into her eyes.
"Don't be scared Baby. It's only me."
I can see her relax from my words. She lets out a little breath and nods with a soft smile.
"I know Baby. That's what scares me."
I pull my head back and look down at her a little confused. She lets out a deep breath and smiles kinda sheepishly.
"I just don't want you to be...to be disappointed. What if I'm not everything you've been waiting for? And what if I'm not...good? What if I can't make you...? And what if..."
I stop her babbling with another soft kiss. I let it linger this time, but its nothing more than soft.
When I pull away I see her eyes flutter open slowly. I smile down at her and she blushes.
"No more 'What ifs' Baby. There is no way you can disappoint me. You will be more than everything. You're gonna be incredible, and believe me...I WILL."
I smile my patented grin and she blushes a deeper shade of red. I run my fingers through her hair.
"Okay?"
She thinks about it for a second and then she smiles.
"Okay."
I start to reach down to the waistband of her jeans and her hand comes down over mine. I look up at her with a raised eyebrow.
"Just...be gentle. I trust you, and I love you. I just...be gentle. Please?"
I smile down at her as I feel my heart swell again.
"Of course, Baby. I wouldn't have it...or you...any other way."
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