She smiles up at me and removes her hand from mine. She grabs me by the back of my head and pulls my lips to hers. She kisses me deeply and we both moan as I slip my hand down to her stomach. I tug at her jeans and work them down to her knees.
She lets out a giggle through the kiss as I struggle to push them further down. I pull away and mock scowl at her before grinning. I raise my eyebrow with a smirk and slowly wiggle down her body. Her back arches slightly when I kiss my way down to her navel.
I swirl my tongue in her belly button as I slide my hands down her thighs to the top of her jeans. I push them all the way to the top of her boots before they get stuck again.
I raise myself off of her and reach down to pull her boots off one by one. I look up at her with a smile when they are both off and discarded. She looks down at me with a smile of her own as she lightly rests her hands on her stomach.
She's so beautiful. My B. My everything.
"You're so beautiful Baby."
Her smile softens and she turns her head slightly.
"So are you Baby. So are you."
I smile at her as I place my hands on her jeans and pull them from her body. She lets out a deep breath when she is lying before me in nothing but her lace panties and the silk shirt.
I suddenly feel over dressed.
I slowly rise to my feet, never breaking our eye contact.
She watches me intently as I raise my hands to the straps on my bra and slowly lowers them. I reach around to my back and pull the clasp free. Buffy takes in a deep breath when it falls away from my body, exposing my breasts to her gaze. My nipples instantly harden and its not just from the cool breeze I suddenly feel.
I place my right foot to my left one, heel to toe, and step out of it. I repeat the process with the other one before lifting up each foot and pulling off my socks. I swagger a little bit and B chuckles. I just smile at her amused as I place my hands on the waistband of my leathers.
"Wait."
I stop the movement of my hands at the sound of her voice. I watch as she rises to her feet and steps in front of me. She places her hands over mine and looks deep into my eyes.
"Let me."
I swallow hard and nod as I drop my hands away.
Buffy places a hand on each side of my pants and pulls them downward. She drops to her knees so she can pull them off my feet. I step out of each leg and she pulls them away.
She slowly trails her eyes up over my thighs to the matching pair of white lace underwear.
Black for her and white for me. Seems kinda backwards, huh?
I just couldn't resist.
The sudden feel of Buffy's hands on the tender skin of my thighs jolts me out of my current thoughts. I look down at her and she has her eyes fixed on the lace underwear, or more precisely, what's under the underwear.
She slowly pulls her eyes up to mine. She swallows hard again.
"Faith? I don't think I'm gonna know how to...to...do it."
Damn. Could she be any more perfectly...perfect?
I smile at her as I reach down and pull her up to eye level. I ease the shirt back off her shoulders and it slowly floats to the ground beneath our feet. She lets out a little gasp and I smile softly as I lift her up into my arms. She sighs out softly and smiles at me as we gaze deeply into each other's eyes.
"Let me show you," I whisper to her and then slowly lower us back down onto the blanket.
She falls back onto the blanket softly and I cradle her head as she settles in again. I lean down and kiss her tenderly, conveying what this means to me, what she means to me.
Our skin makes perfect contact and we sigh out at the same time. She runs her hands softly over my back and down to my ass. She gives it a light squeeze and I'm starting to wonder if maybe she has a little fixation.
But it suddenly doesn't matter when I feel her pull my tongue into her mouth and suck on it lightly. She knows what that does to me, and this time is no different.
My nipples harden once again and she lets out a moan as they press down into her flesh. I feel hers harden also and I suddenly want them in my mouth.
I break away from the kiss and trail my tongue down over her jaw, over the hot flesh of her neck to the hollow between her breasts. I nip and lick the tender skin there, causing her to moan loudly.
A cool breeze from the ocean washes over my back and my skin prickles. I'm really starting to feel it now, and so is Buffy. I can feel the damp spot on my stomach where it is pressing into her pussy.
Fuck. It feels sooooo good.
"Fuck Baby. You feel so good."
I barely manage to whisper it through my kisses. Buffy only moans her approval as I latch onto her left nipple.
I pull it into my mouth and suck on it gently. I swirl my tongue around it and caress it. It swells and hardens to an impossible peak in my mouth.
B trails her hands up my back and onto my head. She weaves her fingers through my hair and pulls it tighter against her breast.
I let out a deep moan against her breast. The sweet smell of her flesh floods my senses and the soft feel of her skin against my face makes me moan again. Really loud.
She's forcing my mouth tighter against her breast and it drives me insane. I try to pull my head back to switch to the other breast and her grip tightens around my head.
Whoa. I guess my Baby knows what she wants and ain't afraid to show it.
But I use my Slayer strength to pull myself out of her grip. I hear her let out a whimper of protest and I smile. She slowly opens her eyes to see why I stopped. I look down at her and try to convey to her how much I love her and that I would never hurt her.
"Baby? You ready?"
I can see that panic flash in her eyes again. I let out a little sigh and caress her breast softly with my hand.
"I won't hurt you. I swear. I'd never hurt you. I would die first."
She thinks it over for a fraction of a second and then nods with a soft smile. She blinks her eyes slowly and runs her tongue over her bottom lip.
She looks so sexy lying underneath me and I suddenly have the overwhelming urge to be on her...in her...with her.
I wait for any sign that she isn't ready and when I don't receive one...I slowly slide my body down the length of hers. I trail soft kisses down her flesh, stopping to swirl my tongue in her navel cause I know how much she loves it.
She lets out another moan and places one hand on my hand while the other one seeks out my left hand. I feel her slide her fingers through mine and she entwines them firmly together.
My Baby wants some intimate contact, and if that's what she wants...that's what she's gonna get.
I give her hand a little squeeze to let her know I'm still here with her. She lets out a little sigh and I know that she's ready, completely.
I work my way down to the hem of her lace panties. I stop for a moment to admire the contrast of the black lingerie against her fair skin.
She really is beautiful.
I place a light kiss on her stomach where the waistband meets her flesh. I feel the muscles ripple and jump under my lips. It makes me moan and my need for her increases.
I slide my tongue down over the crotch of her panties until I reach the center. I suck lightly on the fabric there and I suddenly feel it rise beneath my lips. I suck lightly on her clit through the lace and I can feel her thighs tremble against my shoulders.
She lets out a deep, throaty moan and I slide my right hand up and over her thigh. I place her left thigh over my shoulder and she catches on, placing her other one over my left shoulder.
I give her hand another gentle squeeze before slowly trailing my other hand up over her thigh to the waistband of her panties. I take in a deep breath and suck in her scent as I slide the panties down and over her thighs.
I break the contact with our flesh just long enough to pull her panties over her knees and from her body.
I can't fucking breathe.
I'm looking down at her pussy for the first time...and it takes my breath away.
It's so...perfect. She has it trimmed just right and I always wondered...but B is definitely a natural blonde.
It's really wet too. I can see her essence just dripping out. It's seeping from her like honey from a B hive. Yeah, I know what I said, and I can't wait to taste just how sweet she really is.
I lower myself down to her slowly. My mouth starts to water and my throat aches in anticipation of what is about to come.
When my lips come into contact with hers for the first time, I lose what little grip I had left on reality.
Her clit is hard a swollen and I can feel it throbbing against my lips. Her pussy is so wet, it floods into my mouth and I drink it down greedily.
I run my tongue up her slit and capture her essence on my tongue. I want to savor it. I want to permanently burn it into my taste buds.
I swirl my tongue around her clit and she lets out a moan.
"Oh Faith...Baby...your tongue feels so...good."
Her thighs tremor against my shoulders and she clamps her fingers down on my scalp.
I pull her clit into my mouth and suck. Hard.
Buffy's hips fly up off the blanket and she starts to ride my mouth. I reach up and gently force her hips back down to the blanket.
"Fucckk...Faith...."
I pull my mouth away from her pussy and look up at her. I can see the fine sheen of sweat all over her body and it makes her flesh shine in the moonlight.
After a few moments of her realizing I've stopped, she opens her eyes and looks down at me with a questioning glare.
"Baby...I'm gonna put myself inside of you now. Is that okay?"
She swallows hard and I can hear her heart beat speed up in her chest dramatically.
"Umm...is it gonna...hurt?"
I nod my head lightly. I remember my first time, but it only hurt for a minute or two...then it was...
Fuck. What am I saying?
I was fucked up back then and I don't want to ruin this for us.
Way to go Faith. You stupid fucker.
"Faith?"
I'm once again pulled out of my thoughts by the sound of B's voice.
"Yeah Baby?"
She looks down at me and swallows.
"I said..."
I nod again.
"Yeah Baby. Its gonna hurt, but only for a minute. I told you, I won't hurt you. Not for anything in this world, and if it hurts you too much, just say the word and I'll stop."
She smiles and runs her fingers through my hair.
"Okay Baby. Do it. I want you inside of me."
I close my eyes for a moment and let her words sink in.
God. If she only knew what she does to me with just her words.
I pull myself back on top of her so I can gaze into her eyes. She looks up at me with complete love and trust. Her eyes shine up at me from the moonlight and I feel as though in this moment, we are one.
I place my left arm around her head and cradle it softly. I slide my body against hers gently and I place my legs between hers, entwining our feet.
She lets out a little ragged breath and I can feel her heart beating rapidly against my chest.
I gaze down into her eyes and try to convey the love and trust I have for her. I want her to feel that I won't hurt her and that this moment means more to me than any other in my life.
"You ready Baby?"
She lets out another little breath and nods her head with a smile. I return the smile and slowly lower my head to kiss her gently, but passionately.
I start to slowly trail my right hand down her chest, over her breasts, past her rib cage, over her belly button until I reach the apex of her legs.
I rub her there gently, dipping my finger between her lips before pulling it out to rub her softly again.
Buffy lets out a series of light moans and gasps as I caress her softly. I pull her clit between my thumb and forefinger and massage it tenderly. She breaks away from the kiss to suck in a deep breath. Her eyes close and she leans her head back.
I rub and massage her for a few more minutes. I want her to be so wet, I'll just slide right in.
I lean down and kiss her earlobe before pulling it between my teeth and nibbling softly.
"You wet enough Baby?"
I kiss the side of her neck just below her ear and continue a soft trail all the way down. Her fingers clamp down on the muscles in my ass and she pulls me closer. It makes me groan.
She's ready.
"Baby...open your eyes."
I want her to look at me for this.
It takes her a second, but her eyes eventually flutter open. She looks up at me and I look down at her.
"I love you Buffy. With all my heart...for the rest of my life."
She gets a tender smile on her face.
"Me too."
I smile back at her and raise my hand to the top of her pussy. She feels the adjustment and her muscles tense. I rub her tenderly, letting her know I'll be gentle. I feel her relax under my touch, and I know it's finally time to be one with her.
I slowly move my hand over her mound, getting closer to her awaiting opening. I slowly slide my finger through her slit and into her hole. We both moan out at the contact. She is so wet for me, it makes me wetter.
I push my finger in a little further and I feel it break past the first ring of muscle. Buffy's eyes squint in slight pain.
"You...you okay...baby?"
B nods her head and closes her eyes. She swallows hard and grips onto my bicep tightly.
I push my finger in a little further and I feel her stretching to accommodate me. Buffy takes in a deep breath and it pulls me into her deeper.
I let out a low moan and bury my face in her neck.
I start to pull my finger out...and then slide it back in. B lets out a little whimper of pain, and then it turns to a moan of pleasure. She turns her head to the side and latches onto my neck with her mouth.
She sucks hard on my flesh and I can feel shocks of arousal shoot through my body. I'm so wet for her. I wish she'd touch me.
"Buff...Buffy..."
She doesn't know what she's doing to me.
Buffy lets go of her hold on my neck and her back arches up off the blanket. She lets out a low moan of my name.
"Faith...Faith...Faith..."
It drives me wild. To hear her say my name like that...
"I n-need...mo...more..."
Fuck...
I take my finger out and add another before sliding it slowly back in. Her grip on my bicep gets even tighter and she starts to tremble.
I speed up my pace working myself in and out of her faster. Her hips fly up off the blanket and she starts to ride my hand. I capture her lips with mine and kiss her hungrily. I can feel her starting to spasm around my fingers.
She's gonna come. Hard.
I break the kiss and look down at her beautiful face as she starts to come around my fingers.
"Op...open your e...eyes Baby."
I want to see those beautiful greens in her moment of ecstasy.
Buffy's eyes slowly flutter open and she looks up at me through her short, rapid breaths.
I look down at her and smile; my own breathing slightly increased. I can feel it starting to build inside of me. The tension in my belly is mounting and she hasn't even touched me.
I guess that's what it means to make love.
We look deeply into each other's eyes and I feel it. My orgasm is ripping through every muscle in my body, bringing me to the heights of ecstasy.
Buffy throws her head back and lets out a scream. I can feel her pussy convulsing around my fingers rapidly. She's coming so hard, it's dripping down my wrist onto my forearm.
I keep pumping her slowly, drawing out her orgasm. It only heightens my own.
In this moment, we are one.
I finally feel her stop convulsing and she lets out a deep breath as she falls back against the blanket. The last tremor gently leaves both of our bodies and I collapse on top of her, both of us breathing heavily.
I start to pull my fingers out of her, and she grabs my wrist. I look down into her eyes and I know without words what she wants.
She wants me to stay inside of her. She wants to be connected for just a little longer.
And its like I always say...I never can tell my Baby no.
I drop my head to her chest and she entwines her fingers in my hair. She takes in another few deep breaths to regain control over her body. I feel her body jerk lightly with a few after tremors and then she lets out a deep, slow breath.
I feel her kiss the top of my head gently and she pulls me close to her. I listen to the sound of her heart beating against my ear and my heart adapts to the pace.
We are just lying here, being with each other. Loving each other.
I have finally found the other half of my soul...and I'm never letting go.
Buffy's POV
Amazing. Ecstasy. Wonderful. Consuming. Powerful. Beautiful. Perfect.
Those are the words that I would use to describe what just happened.
Faith and I just made love.
And it was the most beautifully perfect moment of my life; of our lives.
But now we are currently driving back to her house. It's still dark outside. I think it's like 10 or something. It doesn't matter what time it is though, cause right now, time doesn't matter. All that matters is me and her, together.
If I would have known that it feels like this, I woulda done it sooner. Nah, I wouldn't. I knew that I had to be ready for this, and I was. More than ready actually. I had been denying her too long. I had been denying MYSELF too long, and after today, I couldn't deny us any longer. I'm glad that I didn't, because now I know that there is nothing or no one in Heaven or Hell that can tear us apart.
We are one, and we are perfect.
"B?"
I look over at her at the sound of my name. She's just smiling at me as she drives down the road quietly.
"You wanna stop by your house on the way to mine? Get some new clothes or something?"
I think about this for a minute. Do I really want to be an inch away from her for more than a second?
"Only if you hold my hand."
She gets this disbelieving look on her face, and then she smiles.
"You read my mind baby."
We pull into my driveway and Faith shuts off the engine. The house is silent and dark. No one's home. Mom is still on her trip for the gallery and I forget where Dawn is. Not that I care all that much. I don't mean that. I do care, just not at the very moment because Faith is currently running her hand up and down my thigh.
I look over at her and raise my eyebrow.
"You keep that up and we'll never make it outta this truck."
She raises her eyebrow and grins.
"Is that necessarily a bad thing?"
I think about this for a minute. Then I realize that I don't want the second time that I make love to her to be in the back seat of her SUV.
I place my hand over hers and entwine our fingers.
"Come on, I'm kinda tired and I wanna get back to yours before the sun comes up."
She lets out a fake sigh and nods.
"Fine. I don't need my lovin'."
I give her an evil glare as I open the door and hop out. I hear her door shut and then her hand in mine.
We walk up the driveway in complete silence and I lean into her warmth. I rummage around in my pocket when we get to the front door and I open it quietly. I'm not too sure why, but I do.
I place the key back in my pocket and Faith shuts the door behind us gently. We head up the stairs to my room and I suddenly realize that maybe this isn't such a good idea. Me and Faith...alone...in my house...in my bedroom...with a bed...when no one is home...that's just WAY too tempting.
Don't misunderstand me. I'm not saying that I only wanted to make love once and that's all she gets. I'm not crazy you know. I just don't want to cheapen it by having sex in my bed when no one's home like we gotta sneak around to do it or something. I want and very much plan to have lots more sex in many and varied ways with my girl, just not like...that.
I turn to her and place my hand on her chest. She looks up at me like I just scalded her.
"Why don't you wait out here? I'll just be a...minute."
She looks at me like I'm speaking Chinese or something. She quirks her eyebrow and smiles.
"Very funny."
She starts to push her way into the room and I push her back lightly. She looks down at my hand on her chest and then back up into my eyes.
"You're serious, aren't you?"
I nod my head and swallow back the lump in my throat. I really hope she's not thinkin' what I think she's thinkin'.
She steps back from me and folds her arms over her chest with a huff.
"Well, ain't this just fan-fuckin-tastic? Here I am worried that you're gonna think that now that I finally got some, I'm just gonna up and run like it was nothing. When in actuality, you're the one doin' the running."
She steps closer to me and stares me down. It chills my bones.
"Tell me B, is that all it was? A cheap fuck in the sand and then 'See ya later'?"
Okay. THAT was uncalled for, and before I realize what I'm doing, my hand comes into contact with her face.
I slapped her...again.
I'm getting pretty good at this.
She slowly turns her head back to look at me and lets out a low, deep breath. Her eyes flash that predatory glare she gets right before a kill, and then as quick as it appears, it's gone.
Faith lets out another deep breath and takes a step back.
"I'm sorry Buffy. I shouldn't have said that. I hope you know that I didn't mean it."
And she's getting pretty good at that.
I let out a sigh and run my hand over my face.
"Baby, lets not do this anymore. You say stuff and then I say stuff...then I slap you and then you apologize. It's getting old. Not to mention painful."
I lift my right hand and rub my palm with the other. Slapping a Slayer hurts you more than it does her.
Ouch.
She stares at me for a second more before letting out a low chuckle. She pulls me into her arms and embraces me gently.
"Yeah baby, I know."
She rubs my back gently and kisses the top of my head.
"You know, for a girl, you hit kinda hard."
She pulls away from me and rubs her cheek. I smile up at her and poke her in the stomach.
"And don't you forget it."
We share a smile...and then a kiss. So I got some clothes and my favorite sushi jammies and now we are currently sitting at Faith's kitchen table. She got a case of the late night munchies and so did I. So I made us each an omelet...or should I say I made myself and omelet and I made Faith enough omelet to feed half of California.
It was so cute. She was standing by me while I was making it and every time I cracked one egg and tried to stir it, she'd nudge my arm and whimper, so I added another. Fourteen eggs later, she was satisfied.
Fourteen for her...and three for me. Hey, I'm a growing girl too. Not to mention the fact that making love on a beach can really take a lot outta you.
I smile to myself.
"What's so amusing?" Faith says around a mouthful of omelet.
I just look up at her with innocent eyes and place another forkful into my mouth very slowly. I shake my head and play with the rest of my food on my plate.
"Oh, nothing."
She takes a big gulp of her chocolate milk and stares me down.
"There's something in that head of yours Summers."
I just look at her all innocently.
"Who? Me?"
She smiles at me and then places another huge forkful of omelet in her mouth.
"You just wait til I'm done...I'll get it outta ya. One way or another."
Oh...the possibilities.
Before you get the wrong idea, let me clarify.
Now that we have taken that first step and made love for the first time does NOT mean that I am just going to jump into the sack whenever she, or I feel the need. I'm not gonna be some tease that only gives it up when I want to, but I'm not gonna be some cheap, dutiful girlfriend that puts out whenever she demands either. I'm not saying that things are different now, well, they are, but not so different that our whole relationship is gonna change.
I admit, some aspects of it will be different, like how far I'm willing to go now, but it will not be 'Screwfest 2004'. I refuse to let our relationship become about nothing but sex and getting off. I'm not saying that I think that's what Faith thinks or wants either. She waited this long, I know something like this is not gonna matter.
I do plan to make love to her often and in varied ways, but not every time either one of us feels that low down itch.
It may sound prudish and even a little inconceivable, but I don't want us to be like every other couple and turn to sex to solve everything. I still want it to basically be the way that it has been. I want us to talk and laugh and share, like we always have.
I want us to still be...us.
And I know she'll understand.
I place my fork on my plate and look over to see that in the matter of minutes that I have had my internal rant, Faith has licked her plate clean, literally.
"Ugh, Faith. I hate when you do that. You weren't raised in a barn you know."
I get up to place our plates in the sink and she swats me on the ass when I walk by.
"I know baby. I just like to make sure I don't waste any of it. It's a shame to let something so sweet go to waste."
I can't see it, but I know she's smirking. I smile.
"Ha ha...very funny."
I place the plates in the sink and I suddenly feel two strong arms encircle my waist. I let out a little gasp because I wasn't expecting it.
Faith leans into my ear and nibbles on it lightly.
"What do you say me and you go upstairs," she whispers lowly.
It takes me a minute to regain my composure. I shake my head and swallow.
"Ah...yeah. I'm really sleepy anyway."
She pulls her head back and looks at me kinda puzzled.
"That's another joke...right?"
Uh-oh. Here we go again.
I let out a sigh and turn to face her with her arms still around me lightly.
"Faith. I think we need to clarify something right now."
She gets this defensive look on her face and goes to pull away, but I grab her by the forearms and hold her in place. I look deeply into her eyes and silently plead with mine. She relents and relaxes back into my hold.
"I love you, and you know that. Tonight was...tonight was the most beautiful night of my life. You made love to me and it felt...it felt like I was in Heaven."
She smiles at me and kisses me gently. When she pulls away, it takes me a minute to remember what I was saying.
"But...but I don't want our relationship to turn into one big...Screwfest."
She chuckles at that one...I knew she would. I fight back the smile on my face and try to remain serious.
"I love you and I want to show you that I do. I just don't want that to become all that we do. I still want to go places, see things, walk on the beach, patrol together, talk, have fun and make love. I just don't want that last one to be first on the list...all the time."
I can see her processing all this at once. For a minute, she looks lost in thought and then I see that same familiar gleam in her eye. It's a gleam that tells me she understands and that she could never deny me. I could never deny her either.
"Okay baby. I see what you're saying. I don't want that to happen either. When we do make love...I want it to be when we are in the moment and it feels right. I don't want it to become an every waking moment thing either, cause that would cheapen what we have and it wouldn't be about our love any more. It would only be about the sex, and I never want that to happen to us."
See? I knew she'd get it. She always does.
I lean in and kiss her softly. We both let out a little moan and I pull her closer to me. Her tongue slips in my mouth and I let out a deeper groan.
Suddenly, I don't feel so tired anymore.
I know I just gave that long, sappy speech...but technically...I'm still a virgin. Tonight was about me losing my virginity and that hasn't happened...yet. I can't go breaking my promises, now can I?
"Faith," I whisper into her lips.
"Hmm?" she whispers into mine.
I snake my hand down around her stomach and rest it on her belt buckle. I give it a light pull and she breaks away from the kiss to look down at me with lust filled eyes.
"You know...technically...I'm still a virgin...and I did plan to lose my virginity tonight."
I look over at the clock on the wall and her eyes follow mine.
"It's already...10:45..."
I turn my head back to look into her eyes. I can almost swear she looks scared. I lean in close to whisper with a smile.
"I hope you can get it up really fast..."
I lean in even closer to whisper in her ear. I give it a little nibble first.
"Cause I plan on riding you until your eyes roll back in your head and you come so hard, you pass out from the force."
She lets out a deep groan and sweeps me up into her arms. I look up into her eyes all innocently and she smirks.
"Where did you get such a dirty mouth, hmm?"
I shake my head with a look of innocence.
" I don't know what you're talking about. There are no dirty mouths here."
Faith leans in and whispers really low in my ear.
"Speak for yourself."
Then she sucks on the sensitive flesh just below my ear and I can feel it start to rise in the pit of my stomach once again.
I'm so pathetic. She hasn't even touched me yet and I'm already burning up, or maybe that's just what a soul mate will do to you. Huh.
She looks deeply into my eyes and then kisses me softly.
"I love you Buffy."
I smile softly and run my fingers through her hair.
"I love you Faith."
And with that, she slowly walks out of the kitchen and starts up the stairs.
I lean my head on her shoulder and close my eyes as my love carries me to the place where she will claim my innocence, and my soul.
Forever.
Faith's POV
I can't fucking believe this.
I mean, I knew that I had been planning this day for like ever, but I never in my wildest of dreams EVER expected it to turn out like this.
I wanted this day to be about Buffy and how much I love her. I wanted to show her that there is nothing on this earth that means more to me than her and our love that we share. I even planned it out to that last moment on the beach. I mean, I didn't know for sure that she was going to have sex with me, but I am sure as FUCK glad that I decided to add that last little romantic picnic. I'm not so sure she woulda been so willing if I had gone with my original plan and asked her to have sex with me behind the hotdog stand at the zoo.
I'm glad I trusted my instinct on that one.
And now look where it got me. I'm currently standing outside my bedroom door with the most beautiful creature on the planet in my arms waiting for me to take her inside and make wild, hot, passionate love to her.
It so fuckin' rocks to be me right now.
I look down into her eyes and smile. This is the first time I've ever truly noticed just how deep a green they really are.
I could get lost in those eyes.
"Faith?"
But her hand on my cheek and the sound of her sweet voice pull me out of my daze. I shake my head to clear it and then reach forward. I push the door open and walk inside. I smile down at her as I slowly walk over to my bed and place her perfect body on the cool silk sheets.
I bring my lips down to hers as I slowly settle my body atop hers. She lets out a little moan and her thighs squeeze tighter around my hips, causing me to let out a moan of my own.
The girl's got some power in them legs. I can't wait to see how they feel against my bare skin as I'm thrusting deep inside of her...slowly bringing her to the edge...her bare skin against mine...her chest heaving with every deep breath...her light moans with every thrust...
"Fuck."
I'm turning myself on with just the thought of what's about to happen. I feel all the blood rush to my groin and I bury my head in her neck, inhaling the sweet scent of her shampoo.
I turn my head and start to nip and lick lightly at the sensitive skin behind her ear. Then I start to trail a path of soft kisses around her neck and to her throat. I suck on her pulse point and her fingers tighten in my hair.
I raise my right hand from its place on her hip and I start to unbutton her shirt when I feel her hand on my wrist. I break away from my kisses on her sweet skin to look into her eyes. She gives me a soft smile and tenderly strokes her fingers through my hair as she pulls my hand from her shirt and places it on the bed next to her. She lets go of my wrist and brings her other hand to my face.
She pulls my head down and kisses me softly, letting out another light sigh as we break away.
Okay. She's starting to wig me out.
"B? Baby? What is it? You don't wanna anymore?"
She shakes her head and for a second I think that the only other action I'm gonna get tonight is in my dreams.
But then I feel her trail her right hand down my side, over my hip and to my ass. She gives it a hearty squeeze and I feel my eyes instantly slide shut.
"Buffy..."
She leans up and silences me with another kiss. Only this time, it's longer, deeper and way more passionate than the one before. When she pulls away, it takes a moment for my eyes to open again.
She leaves me breathless.
I look down into Buffy's eyes and she gets this mischievous little grin on her face. I pull my head back slightly and gaze down at her with uncertainty.
"What's going on in that brain of yours? Huh?"
She takes her hand off my ass and brings it up to play with the lapel of my shirt. She shakes her head with a light shrug and then I see her coyness turn to fear. I give her a little nudge with my hips.
"Come on baby...you can tell me anything."
Buffy lets out a deep breath and then looks up into my eyes. For a moment, her whole body is still and then I see her swallow hard as she struggles to find the words.
"Faith...I want to...I mean I need...I want us to..."
I give her the softest smile I can manage.
"Its okay B. Tell me what you want. I'll do anything."
She averts her eyes with a shy smile. So I nudge her again with my hips.
"Bufffyyy..." I tease with a coy smile of my own.
I dip my head to catch her eye. When she looks up at me I raise my eyebrow and smirk.
"I hope its something reeaaal-ly kinky...whatever it is."
She smiles shyly and then shakes her head.
"Not...not really."
Okay. I'm starting to get a little frustrated. I let out a sigh and lose the smile.
"Then what is it?"
Buffy looks at me from under her eyelashes and she darts her soft pink tongue out from her mouth to slowly wet her perfect lips.
Uh...okay then. Damn. I didn't know she could look so...sexy.
I watch her with anticipation as she lifts herself up to whisper into my ear. The feel of her hot breath against my skin and her lips against my ear send a shiver down my spine and straight to my groin.
I don't think it's humanly possible to be any more turned on than I am right now...
"Faith...I want to...to kiss you...down there."
Fuuucckkk.
I nearly cream myself right there from that one.
I shut my eyes tightly and feel the muscles in my abdomen tighten with arousal. I can feel all my blood rushing south and my heart starts doing double time.
Buffy pulls away from my ear to look into my eyes. She softly strokes my cheek as she gazes into my soul.
"Is that okay Faith? Can I show you how much I love you? Will you let me make you feel as good as you made me feel?"
I don't really know what to say, not that I can really speak at the moment. My throat is as dry as a keg at a frat party and as tight as...
Well, you get the picture.
"Faith? Baby? Say something...please."
She's looking up at me like she's afraid I'm gonna laugh in her face...or worse.
But instead I just let out a deep breath and push myself off her. I push myself up from the bed and stand at the end with my back facing her. My palms are sweaty and my knees are weak. I can feel my throat constricting and the sound of my heart pounding in my ears.
Oh, shit. I'm actually scared. For the first time in my life, I'm fucking terrified...and I don't know why. It's not like she just asked me for a kidney or anything...she just wants to...to...
Fuck. I can't even say it.
I close my eyes and let out another long, deep breath. I hear the sounds of the sheets rustling behind me and then the soft thud as her feet hit the floor. I can feel her presence right behind me, but I don't move a fucking muscle.
What the hell is wrong with me?
She lays a tentative hand on my shoulder, like she's afraid I might jerk away or something. When I don't, she places her hand on my hip and then walks around to stand in front of me.
I can feel her eyes on me and I slowly force mine open to meet hers.
She's terrified too. I can see it in her eyes and I can hear her heart nearly thumping out of her chest.
Well, she has a right to be scared, but why am I?
Then it suddenly dawns on me. This would be the first time that she is actually intimate with me, and that I would be the one on the receiving end. I would be the one feeling instead of giving.. and it scares the Hell outta me.
To totally be at someone else's mercy like that...for someone else to be completely in control...for Buffy to have complete control over what I think...what I feel...it just scares the shit outta me. I've always been in control, the one on the powerful end.
Can I really give her that kinda power over me?
Then she takes a tentative step closer to me and places both her hands on my hips. She looks up into my eyes and I gaze back deeply into hers...and I know that I can. The love and the passion I see behind her eyes tells me that I can give myself to her and that she'll take care of me...because she loves me and nothing else matters.
I manage a shaky smile and then I nod my head.
"Okay, baby. Do it. I'm giving myself to you completely. I...I trust you...with all my heart."
I reach up and place my hand on her cheek. I rub her skin tenderly with my thumb and gaze into her eyes.
"I love you Buffy. Nothing else matters to me...nothing."
She smiles at me and a single tear falls from her eye.
"I love you too Faith, and I trust you with all my heart."
I lean down and we share another tender kiss...but it soon starts to deepen. Buffy lets out a little moan into my mouth and I bury my fingers into her hair, pulling her lips roughly against mine. It's insane how bad she makes me want her.
I let out a deep moan as I feel her push her tongue into my mouth and start stroking my own. Her hands start to trail down from my hips and she runs them over my thighs before raking her fingernails back up along the insides.
I have to break away from the kiss to catch my breath. She takes that as an opportunity to latch onto the side of my neck. She kisses and sucks on my flesh, sending my head spinning.
Where the hell did she learn to do that?
When I feel her tongue snaking in my ear, I suddenly don't give a shit just as long as she keeps doing it.
I start to feel that same tugging sensation at my groin that I did on the beach. I barely manage to force my eyes open to look down. My breath starts to quicken when I see her hands working to undo my belt once again. Only this time, she's a little distracted and she can't quite get it open in this position.
She suddenly pulls away from her assault on my neck and the next thing I know she's got her hands on my abdomen, shoving me against the nearest wall.
Hard.
I hit it with such force that a picture falls off the wall and lands on the carpet with a thud. She leans in and kisses me hotly. I slam my head back against the wall and let out a deep groan. Every nerve cell in my body is on fire. I can feel them tingling from my head to my toes.
Buffy breaks away from the kiss and stares me down. The feral look in her eyes chills me to the bone and her tongue darts out to wet her lips once again. The moonlight from the window catches her face just right and her eyes sparkle at me through the darkness. She looks almost...predatory. Like a wild animal stalking its prey.
The room is only lit with the small lamp at my bedside, giving the moonlight against her face a luminescent glow. I can see her staring at me through the darkness, and it makes my heart pound, sending the blood rushing through my veins.
I'm about to open my mouth to tell her she doesn't have to do this, but my words are cut short as I see her slowly drop to her knees. Just the thought of what is about to happen is almost enough to make me come right here, but I wouldn't want to disappoint.
I turn my eyes downward and watch as she stares at my belt buckle like its foreign to her eyes. My Slayer hearing picks up the distinct sound of her taking in a deep breath and then slowly letting it out again. Then I watch as her trembling hands slowly rise to my belt buckle and unfasten it. She pulls it away from my body and then her fingers begin to work on the button of my leathers followed by the zipper.
Once she has my pants open, she takes in another breath and then she brings her eyes back up to meet mine. I smile down at her softly and bring my hand to rest on the top of her head, silently giving her permission to continue. She smiles back at me and then her gaze drops to my waistband once again.
Buffy lifts her still trembling hands and slowly starts to peel the leather back from my heated skin.
"Baby...baby...wait."
She looks up at me with that same look of fear in her eyes she had earlier. I just shake my head and smile.
"No, you didn't do anything wrong. I just thought it might be easier if...maybe you should take off my boots first."
I can see her process the information and then she lets out a relieved sigh. Her fingers go to work on the boot on my right foot and then my left. She pulls them from my feet and then my socks. She looks back up at me with more confidence than she has had all night.
"Good thinking baby."
I smile down at her and then I let out a tiny breath.
"That's what I'm here for," I say to myself in a whisper.
For a moment I think she might have heard me cause she suddenly stops all movement and is just sitting there on her knees staring directly at my groin. So I place my hand on the side of her face to bring her eyes up to mine.
"Buffy?"
She looks up at me and I can see the terror in her eyes and the tears she is so desperately trying to hold back.
"Oh baby," I say as I drop to my knees.
I pull her into my body and hold her tightly. I stroke her head tenderly trying to stop her tears.
"Baby, please don't cry. You don't have to do this if you don't feel comfortable. I'd never ask you to do something you don't want to do. It's okay. I understand."
Buffy pulls her head away from my shoulder and smiles at me through her tears. She shakes her head slightly and reaches up to stroke my cheek. I smile back at her softly.
"No baby. It's not even like that. I do want to. I want to so much...I'm not crying because I'm scared or because I don't want to...I'm crying because I love you so much and I can't believe you're with me here...now...like this."
I look at her with wide eyes and a disbelieving smile.
"Are you serious? You can't believe...Buffy, I go to sleep every night praying that I don't wake up to find this was all just a dream. You're so...perfect. Sometimes I can't believe you love me."
We both share a smile and a little laugh.
I really am getting into this mushy shit...but I love every second of it.
I let out a deep breath.
"Okay then. Now that that's out of the way..."
I pull myself to my feet and I'm about to fasten my pants back up when Buffy's hands suddenly come up to cover mine. I look down at her with a raised eyebrow and she just gives me that coy little smile.
"What do you think you're doing?"
Umm...okay.
"I was just...I just thought that...I figured you know that...I thought we would just go to sleep now?"
Buffy raises her eyebrow and slowly shakes her head, her smile firmly in place.
Ohhh...shit.
She reaches up and places her hands on my abdomen once again and gives me a shove, pushing me back against the wall once again. I swallow hard and drop my hands away. Buffy scoots a little closer on her knees and then her eyes drop to my waistband. She slides her fingers slowly down, dragging her nails across my skin sending my head spinning again.
Her fingers wrap around the top of my leathers and she starts to tug them down over my hips. I let out a little noise that I hope sounded like a moan as she peels them down my legs before pulling them from my body. Then she slowly starts dragging her fingernails back up the bare skin of my thighs and it feels ten times more intense than when she did it over my leathers.
The sensations she is causing inside me...I never knew I could feel.
My breathing increases and my eyes slide shut when I feel her fingertips working their way beneath the edge of my underwear. She pulls them from my hips slowly and without even thinking, I lift my feet for her to pull them from my body.
She places her left hand against my right hip and then ceases all movement. I somehow manage to force my eyes open and I look down at her.
She's right at eye level with my pussy and she's looking straight ahead. I suddenly become very self-conscience and for a second, I start to believe that maybe she's repulsed or disgusted or maybe she's about to barf...or worse...maybe its just me.
Then she slowly pulls her eyes up to mine and she smiles.
"God Faith...it's so beautiful...you're so beautiful," she says in a low whisper.
And then I watch as she slowly leans in and places a soft kiss on the very top of my mound. The moment her lips touch my skin, I'm sent spiraling out of my mind. You can only imagine what I feel when she slips her tongue between my lips to taste me for the first time.
I instantly feel a rush of wetness leave my center and flood into her mouth. I hear B let out a deep moan in her throat and then I feel her tongue on my clit, stroking it, massaging it tenderly.
I push myself back into the wall, laying all my weight against it. Buffy places her other hand on my other hip and really starts to lay into me. She runs her tongue over my clit, picking up speed with each stroke. I let out a low moan of my own and my hand comes down to gently run my fingers through her hair.
"God Baby...your tongue feels so...good."
She moans into my pussy and her fingers tighten around my hips.
I suddenly have a strong need to feel her inside me, but before I can voice my need, Buffy slips her tongue from my clit and buries it deep inside me. My hips fly up from the wall for a moment and I let out a loud moan.
My hips fall back against the wall and I pull her head closer to my pussy. Her hands slide around from my hips and latch onto my ass. She squeezes in rhythm with her tongue inside of me and I feel the sensation starting to build in my belly.
I'm about ready to pop when she does something I didn't think she knew how.
Buffy slips her right index finger between my ass cheeks to circle the tip of my hole.
I feel the orgasm explode inside of me. My legs start to shake and I clamp my thighs down around Buffy's head. She holds onto my ass and lets me ride it out against her face, and as I slowly begin to fall back down from my high, I feel her place another light kiss against my pussy.
I collapse against the wall and slide down to rest on the carpet. I struggle to get my breathing under control when I feel her move into my arms. I open my eyes and look over to see she is resting her chin on my shoulder just staring at me with those green eyes.
"Was that...good?"
I manage to smile through my heavy panting.
"I don't think there's a word for what that was."
She smiles back at me, happy at my response. She places her right hand on my belly and slowly strokes her fingertips over my skin. She gives little kisses on my shoulder and neck as she waits for me to regain my composure.
"Where...where did you learn to do that?"
I hear her giggle.
"I have my ways."
I turn my head to meet her eyes.
"Including that little thing at the end?"
I raise my eyebrow and I see a blush form over her cheeks.
"That was kinda a last minute decision."
She averts her eyes from mine and I let out a light chuckle. I kiss her forehead.
"Good decision. That was fuckin' hot."
She pulls her eyes up to meet mine.
"I thought you might...like that."
I raise my eyebrow and pull my head back with a smirk.
"Oh really? And why is that you think?"
She starts to blush again.
"Well because...because I thought...I thought it would feel...nice."
My smirk widens and she looks away averts her eyes from me. I reach out and place my hand under her chin, forcing her eyes back up to meet mine.
"It was better than nice. It was...Well, the only way to really know is to feel it yourself."
She smiles at me and the blush returns to her cheeks yet again. I'm a little confused for a moment and then the meaning of my words suddenly dawn on me. My eyes widen and I let out a deep breath.
"Oh no Baby! I didn't mean it like that! I was just thinking out loud. I didn't mean that I would...or that you..."
I watch as the smile slowly fades from her face and she suddenly looks like she lost her puppy.
"Baby? What is it?"
She averts her eyes again and her fingers come to a stop against my abdomen. I miss the touch instantly.
I sit there staring at her a moment before it dawns on me why she had the sudden change in expression. It just sounded like I wouldn't want to show her, but boy...she has no idea how much I really do.
I reach out and lift her chin, bringing her eyes to mine. I smile at her with my most gentle smile and her expression softens. I lean in bringing our lips a whisper away. I stare deeply into her eyes and in this moment, there is no one else alive but us.
"Let me show you," I whisper to her softly.
And then claim her lips in a passionate kiss.
Copyright © 2004,
All Rights Reserved. | Contact Owner Contact Webmaster
