PART 13
Mmmm, kissing my neck now… I like her surprise so far.
“There, move a little backwards, please.”
Weird, “You want me to sit?”
“No, not sit, just, yes like that.” Ok, my back’s almost all against the window, not that comfortable I must say, oh, hey, good, she hands me the cover she’d taken for the picnic. Hey she even puts it behind me. She really has a plan. Indeed, it is better. Oh and there comes the part I was waiting for, she starts unbuttoning my pants. Can’t believe I’m thinking this.
Alright, a little help, and there goes away my pants. She’s looking at me in a strange way. I’m waiting for her to kiss me and come close to me. I want to touch her, undress her too, but she just stares at me.
“Is something wrong, Faith?”
I’m relieved; she finally smiled, “No, nothing’s wrong. Just giving a last thought and yes, this is really what I want.”
She’s really acting weird, “What do you mean?”
She kisses me, I love that. Alright, lifting my ass now to help her remove my panties. She seems impatient with it. I feel pretty awkward now cause she’s moving away, and ok what is she doing now?
“Faith, what-“
“It’s ok, Buffy, trust me.” Ok, she pulls me backwards again as I kind of sat up straight, like a reflex, as she parted my legs. Oh my God. Oh my God. I think I understand. Oh my God, she bends forward. Is she gonna do it, really, really for real? Oh, oh, God yes, oh my. Oh God. It’s good, “Oh fuck”.
God I should watch my mouth. But part of my brain doesn’t function anymore. Oh my God. Stop looking at her Buffy. Stop it, it feels even better when I’m looking at her. Don’t look. Oh fuck. I can’t believe what she’s doing to me now.
“Oh Faith,”
“Oh God,”
Fuck this is so good. I can’t believe she’s going down on me! In a stolen car!! And that it feels so fucking good!!!
“Oh yes.”
My God I've just turned into a constant moan. I really can’t stop moaning. My God it feels so amazing. Her tongue, she’s licking so languidly. If she could never stop it would be so very fine by me… Oh God what am I saying? It feels so good. I’m so wet, never been so wet in my entire life. I wonder if she is swallowing it, ew! I can’t think about this right now. How come such thoughts cross my mind? Oh God, she’s gonna kill me with these long licks. I’m gonna die… of pleasure… in a stolen car!! At least it’s an expensive one.
They’ll never find my body after my dad rips me to pieces when he finds out what I’m doing right now. God she’s so good!
I’m not sure I’m still awake, I don’t know how long she’s been kneeling in between my legs but I feel like I’m on a blissful cloud right now. Her licks are slow, it feels so peaceful. Mmmm, even my moaning has slowed down. Huh, why did she stop?
“Hey B? You’re not falling asleep on me are you?”
“Huh, no, I mean, no, it was good.”
“This, I guessed. But I think it’s probably time for a little more or you’re gonna fall asleep on me.”
“No, I’m not.” Hey she’s smiling?! I’m offended and she smiles, she’s making fun of me, isn’t she? That’s not- oh, oh yes.
“Oh God Faith, oh yes.”
Ok, she can make fun of me as much as she wants as long as she keeps doing this. Oh God! Did she just slide her tongue inside of me? Oh my God. I feel hot. It’s too hot in here. Oh God another wave. My God she’s sucking on it, yes, she’s sucking so hard on my clit. And I can’t believe I’m pulling her head closer into me. Never thought I could be like that.
Yes Faith keep going. “Oh God yes, Faith, oh yes, don’t stop.”
I can’t help it now, it’s like my pelvis won’t stop thrusting against her face. She has a pretty strong grip to be able to maintain me like that cause right now my lips are bucking hard.
“Oh!”
Yes, I’m close, oh God I’m so close.
“God, yes, God, oh Faith yes!”
She’s killing me, she’s killing me. “Oh God. Fuck, Faith!”
I think I’m coming, God “Jesus! Fucking fuck, Faith!”
What?! Why did she stop? Why is she laughing now?!
“What are you doing?”
“I’m sorry B. You’re so fucking funny, well, I should say so fucking rude right now. It's wicked funny.”
Ok, what am I supposed to do now? I’m on the verge of explosion and my trigger is laughing at me?
“Can’t you just laugh afterwards?” I can’t believe how horny I am right now. She gives me that wicked smile. Oh yes, she’s back, oh God.
“Ah!” She just thrust 2 fingers while she’s still sucking hard yes, oh yes, I’m coming.
“I’m coming! God!”
Oh God. This has got to be the strongest orgasm I’ve ever had, EVER.
“Buffy? Buffy? BUFFY?”
Huh what?! My eyes are hardly open now, and… Why were my eyes closed? God did I just fall asleep? I dunno, she’s giving me that weird gaze now. I see we’re still in the car.
“Did I- did I fall asleep?”
She shrugs,
“You tell me, you’ve been like that for a good five minutes so I had to check.”
I don’t think I was sleeping. Just… recovering. I can’t believe I screamed like that. That was so powerful. She’s smiling now, that wicked smile that tells me she knows what I was thinking about just NOW. I feel embarrassed. Oh God now I’m blushing, I know I am. Stop. Stop Buffy, focus, don’t blush.
“It was good huh?”
This is so NOT a question. She so knows it was. More blushing now.
“Was ok.” Yes birds pretty, trees are green, looks sunny outside. Why is she still staring at me when I obviously don’t want her to look at my shameful self. She’s still smiling. Ok, better get over with that now.
“Are we going to eat now?”
And that was SO not the thing to say, now she has that huge smile, and she furrows her brows.
“Not sure I’m still hungry B.”
She’s so naughty. It turns me on. This is official; I’m a slut.
I can’t help smiling back now.
Ah finally; she opens the door.
“Here, there’s a spot in the shade.”
We’ve been rather silent since we’ve been out of the car. I’m wondering what she’s thinking of. I know what I’m thinking of besides the fact I still can’t believe what she did to me. Well, Danny, that’s what I’m thinking of, well, not him in fact but… what they were talking about? Yes, it really bugs me.
“What you’re thinking of?”
She caught me. Well, I’d better ask her anyway or it’s gonna spoil my weekend, and it was probably nothing anyway; a class he’d missed or something.
“Well, I was wondering, well, yesterday when you came out of the classroom-“ she looks aside, not a good sign. Back to me, she looks ok.
“What were you talking about?”
She hesitates to reply. Here she goes I think.
“Nothing much. Well, you mostly. He kind of, well, he asked me if I could drop a few words for him to you. He noticed we were back to being friends and so he thought that was worth a shot.”
“Ok.” That’s… alright I guess. I was scared for a minute.
“So?”
Huh? “So… what?”
“Well, are you gonna give it another try with him?”
“Huh? I mean err, why do you ask me that?”
“Well, he asked me to so… . I know you like him so I’m just asking.”
“What for?” I mean, damn, she knows the answer, right?
“Why don’t you wanna go out with him, he’s cute and ok you know.”
Why is she doing this? “I’m just… not interested that’s all.”
“Why?”
Damn, she really wants me to say it. But, what is it exactly she wants me to say. I don’t really know what we have…
“Come on Buffy, tell me.”
“I just… You know why.”
“No I don’t.”
“Yes. It’s you and… me, you know.”
My chest rises each time she moistens her lower lip like that. No, no, not that stare; too intense.
“What is it that we have, Buffy?”
That is a real question this time. Question to which I do NOT have an answer.
“We’re good friends.” She doesn’t seem to like that one. Oh, she touches my hand, she looks a little shy suddenly, ooo that’s weird.
“Buffy, I think we should… I mean, we’re doing this, all this together, and you like me and I like you too and, obviously you don’t wanna date him cause, well, I’m here right?”
I kinda nod but I don’t wanna say it, and I don’t want her to say what I know she’s about to say.
“So why don’t we just let it be, I mean, you know, girlfriends. As in couple you know. I mean, we wouldn’t have to hide anymore. People don’t mind here, you know. We could be together, officially.”
That’s too much.
“No we’re not… like that. Yes we’re close but, no, it’s not. My father. No, I-. I don’t want to, it’s not like that, we’re just friends, let’s stay friends ok?”
I hate that look on her face. Now I guess I’m a slut AND a bitch. I just can’t.
She gets up and looks at the car.
“We should head to Philly now.”
I’m glad she’s not arguing and what?!
“Philly?”
“We’ll drop the car there, it’s better that way and we take the bus back, it’s only about 2 hours drive. Let’s go.”
She sounds firm. I think I can’t say much right now. My opinion on the us subject is kind of enough, I’ll just let her do anything else she wants hoping that will make up for it. I hope I won’t regret it.
